Do you ever want to hold
onto a moment – to let it never end? (Or when was the last time you wanted
a moment to never end?)
It seems to me that there are three truths about those moments. First, they
are ‘fully awake’ kind of moments. We are so present to ourselves,
to the world, to everything in those moments.
Secondly, they reveal something deep and true about who we are and what we hope
for. When time ‘stands still’ or when we want it to stand still,
there is something about that moment that is resonating with our deepest and
truest self. Call it connection, call it God, call it a longing for the eternal
– in those moments that we want time to stop, we are connected not only
to our deepest self, but to something beyond our human hopes and dreams - we
are connected to God, even it we might never use the word God in that moment.
And finally, it seems to me, those moments usually leave us with a deeper sense
of mission/journey that is ours to accomplish. When you experience the love
felt during a retreat weekend, or the connections of a wedding reception, or
the tenderness of a kindness offered, in that same moment, you know you can’t
ignore it – you have to live that ‘truth’ somehow back into
the world.
It is what Peter, James and John knew on that mountain top. Luke tells us: “Becoming FULLY AWAKE, they saw his glory…” When they were able to enter the moment, it spoke to them profoundly. Secondly, Peter says: “Lord – let’s stop time – set up three huts here. Stay here in the experience, stay here in this moment of glory. Because what we see in you is what we hope for us. We recognize in you, as fearful as it is – a goodness, and a truth about what we hope for.” And finally, they recognize that the EXODUS Jesus is talking about making to Jerusalem will somehow be theirs. In his experience of the Voice which called him the beloved, he knew that he would have to bring that love all the way to Jerusalem, all the way to the city that would eventually put him to death. And if they were to be his follower, they would also have to go. (I kind of wonder if this is why they fell silent and didn’t tell anyone of the experience?)
So, this second Sunday of Lent, the church puts before us the experience of the transfiguration. We are invited to be aware for the rest of these forty days, for those moments when the veil opens for us – and we know in a timeless kind of moment – a deeper truth about who we are, a greater sense of wakefulness to life, and a sense of purpose that says: I cannot live the same way anymore.
There upon the mountain top – Peter, James and John experienced one of
those moments. This week, pray for your own transfiguration moment – when
the exodus YOU have to make becomes just a bit clearer. Pray for the wakefulness
and attentiveness to enter into the moment, and then for the grace to live that
experience for the rest of these Lenten days…